Welcome to my journal! Ai's here *waves*

Anyway this is both my personal and writings journal, so aside of occasional fanfiction (sometimes fanart too) posting, I also rant a lot here, please bear with me ^^

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MY FANFIC LIST
Updated July 13, 2009

( D.Gray-Man )

( Prince of Tennis )

( TeniMyu )

( Other Fandoms )

You can also check my 50scenes prompt table for my Tezuka/Fuji fics.

The list will be updated every once in a while whenever I remember to.
Oh, and some of you might already know, I am a comment-addict. so if you happen to read any of my fics, please leave your comment, ne?
that will make me happy ^_________^

that's all from me. if you're interested in my personal life, feel free to browse around (like, who would? XD;;)

Well anyway, enjoy your stay ^_________^

Hi everyone, sorry for spamming your F-list.
Remember that I say I have a family-project in writing a comedy book?
Well it's published!! We just received the free sample copies yesterday.
It should be in store soon :D

With that said, TO MY DEAREST INDONESIAN FRIENDS!
Buy the book and make us rich laugh with us? XDD *smacked*

Anyway just this is the cover of the book:


And nooo, it's not my brother's face over there. hahah... I have no comment on the cover. just that maybe... it's kinda.. eye-catching? LOL.

It's actually my Mom's project. I only got dragged to join, hahah. I only have four stories in there, the others are my mom's and my bro's, but they are pretty stupid funny. ^_________^

Well then I' just wanna say that. Later guys!

PS: Belaaaated Happy birthday to ravient!! MAAP telat ngucapin!!

PPS: I finally FINISHED my christmas_cacti assignment! w00000t~!!! *happy dances*
I will destress after this... whew. I missed so many things working on that fic ~_~

Dearest F-list,

First of all, I want to say THANK YOU SO MUCH FROM THE DEEPEST OF MY HEART for all your attentions and hugs in my previous entry. Really, I appreciate them. Your words mean a lot to me, so thanks and I'm sorry I couldn't reply to all your comments, but do know I'm grateful for all of them. *hugs*

So anyway. Currently I'm mentally and emotionally exhausted. It's not about my grandmother, but... Well, RL is currently driving me crazy and trying the limit of my patience. Always, when I almost get what I want, it's taken away. I'm tired of all the hopimg and believing and stuff, and it doesn't help my mood and muse. So umm. I'm going to be in a SEMI-HIATUS state as of now. I'm sorry if I haven't been and will not be commenting much on your entries, and I will not be able to be productive either, until I figure out what the hell does Lady Fate want from me and settle myself down.

So umm. I'm sorry and bye for now, dearies?

Love,
Ai

Title: As the Sun Rises
Author: a1y_puff
Fandom: D.Gray-Man
Pairing: Kanda/Allen or Allen/Kanda XD
Genre: Angst/Romance
Word Count: 1301
Rating: Umm PG?
Warning: AU, and… weird style? I’m experimenting again… oh, and death.
Summary: But you... Do you remember what you told me once you found out who—what—I am? “So you’ve been living for that long? Wow, that sucks.”
Disclaimer: Me owns neither Kanda nor Allen. They belong to each other. *cough cough*

A/N: This is the result of me staying up late until 2am and had a stuffy nose. Damn plotbunny jumping me at midnight and wouldn’t let me go until I wrote it down… And it was written at ungodly hours so I just hope it’ll be okay ^^;;

Oh, special thanks to mitsu_syusuke for preview-reading it, and to lafuego for doing a quick-beta for this, even when both of you don't know who these two I'm writing about are. Love you ladies much!

( Right, you’re not the sweetest person in existence, eh? )

Oh, before I ramble about DGM 188, while I still remember. paranoid_fridge, did you get my email? And your postcard from St. Petersburg has arrived just yesterday! Took a while, this one, eh? Usually your postcards arrive soon, before or just after you post the picspams of your travels XD.
Anyway thanks again, Mona~! I still love your handwriting, by the way :P

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So, D.Gray-Man 188 has just come out ne? I read it at onemanga.com at first and then someone directed me to Binktopia's translation, which I think made more sense. Especially in that part about Alma's regenerating and Kanda + torn limbs.

( Cut for pics and spoilers if you haven't read the chapter XD )

Oh by the way, for some reason, I really like Kanda's face here:

Sooo pretty~ <3. I want to color it sooo bad!! Oh, I wish I can get that laptop soon! And then I'd ask someone to make an icon out of it after I color it <3

THAT ASIDE.

RL has been rather hectic lately, that's why I'm sooooo sorry for unanswered comments, PMs and emails. I'll try to get around to replying soon!

My grandma's illness is getting worse, so yesterday my mom and dad flew to my hometown to see her. Coz my uncle, who is a doctor, told my mom that she might not last long. He even asked my Mom where she wants my grandma to be buried in (my mom's the eldest child, so.).

I hope my grandma will get better, or if she can't... well, if she really has to go, I hope it wouldn't be painful...

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ON A HAPPIER NOTE.

For my Yullen fans F-list, you guys remember my fics Of Pain and Gain and Not Quite Slepless Nights? They are now in RUSSIAN!! Here:
~Of Pain and Gain, Russian ver. <- translated by Mitsuri Kirihara
~Not Quite Sleepless Nights, Russian ver. <--translated by jayazz

I can't understand a thing, but it's still nice to see my fics in another language. And according to jayazz, the responses are really positive too. So thank you to those considering to translate my fics ^^

Also, there were someone asking permission to translate By Your side and another one asked for my latest Yullen fic, Clockwatching both into Russian too. jayazz said I'm quite popular in their Russian community, and although by writing in English I know I have readers everywhere, it's still a pleasure to see my works getting translated. Made me feel kind of accomplished ^_____^

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I think that's it for now. I'm supposed to meet a friend I haven't seen in years. I wonder what she looks like now ^^
But before that I need to reply to emails, so... later~

Title: Clockwatching
Author: a1y_puff
Fandom: D.Gray-Man
Pairing: None really, but there’s Allen and there’s Kanda. :P
Genre: Hurt/Comfort and umm… friendship-leaning-shippy?
Word Count: 2835
Rating: PG-13 for Kanda’s mouth.
Warning: Umm. Weird format? But maybe not. Anyway, abusive use of italics. I’m experimenting.
Summary: Their time is running out; Allen with the Noah inside him, and Kanda with the tattoo and the Lotus. But still, they try to live in this moment, and have somehow developed a sense of companionship with each other.
Disclaimer: Me owns neither Kanda nor Allen. They belong to each other. *cough cough*

A/N: This is kinda inspired by the song “Clockwatching” by Jason Mraz. But this is NOT a songfic. It’s just that because I fail at titling, so I borrow the title too… so yeah. And um. This story ended up writing itself and turned out different than how I planned it to be, but oh well. I guess it always happens, eh? I think this is a bit weird, but I can’t really pinpoint what’s wrong so I decided to leave it like this. I hope it’s enjoyable anyway ^^

( They know, because they can feel time is practically slipping right through their grasps. No matter how much they try to hold on, Time never waits for them. )

So, I found this meme on my friend-list a few times, and I thought I wanna do this too. I want to... Well, be useful or something. Even if it's just lending an ear to your anonymous rant, or to hear what people would say about me when I don't have to know who they are so... If you want to mention something you don't like about me, go right ahead. I need to be introspective every once in a while, right? ;)


Oh, I would most likely reply to whatever you tell me; about your stories or anything, so if you don't want me to say anything and just listen (well, read), just say so ^^

Here's how it works!

Leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. Say anything. Tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell.

Tell me about your love, your indifference, your joy. Tell me what's inside of you when you're reading through these entries on your friends list, and tell me why you continue to come back here.

Tell me anything. Tell me what you think of me or yourself. Anything.

Post anonymously. Speak honestly. Post as many times as you like.

So, at about 16.52 GMT+7, there was another earthquake. It's about 42 km from Ujung Kulon, about 200-300 km from Jakarta and only 10 km deep from the ocean's surface, and it was 6.4 in Richter scale (or so I heard).

Surprisingly enough, I didn't feel it, unlike the previous ones (and when I said that in my facebook, my best friend immediately went: "Oh please, Hon, you seriously didn't feel that?"). But judging from the distance, it's getting closer to here. :(

They say it might be a part of the ones happening in Sumatra a while back.

God, I hope there will be NO earthquake happening anywhere around here.

I haven't heard of any casualties, though. Guess I'll just stay tuned to the news.

Anyway. My bro will be home till Sunday. That means I can snag his laptop every night at ungodly hours and WRIIITE~! XD

I almost finished another Yullen fic (angst for this time :p), and I'll try to write one for TeFu as well. Or maybe I can start rewriting TSM chap 5. People are starting to hunt me down for not updating >.>

Oh, and a few months back I signed up as an artist for dgm_bigbang. Won't have to worry bout that till December, though. :D

Anyway that's it for now. I hope next time I post I'll finally be able to post the picspam xp

OH! A question!
This is totally random but... Why is the 'expression' of someone dies is kicks the bucket? I mean.. Why 'bucket', of all things? Sorry, I'm not native so I don't know and I'm kinda curious XD;;

I know I promised picspam but I can't do it right now, so instead have these for now.

Since I'm too lazy to separate the posts, here you go, two ficlets for two different fandoms. Harharhar~ I did both of them in one day, forcing my muse to cooperate because my brother was home and it's a rare occurance these days, so while I had the laptop, might as well write, ne?

Anyway, enjoy either or both of them! And tell me what you think? Thank you~~!



Title: Just Like Wasabi
Author: a1y_puff
Fandom: Prince of Tennis
Pairing: Fuji/Tezuka-ish, mention of Golden Pair.
Genre: Fluff?
Word Count: 609
Rating: PG-13
Warning: Uncooperative muse, randomness, might make little sense and… Wasabi. Rawr.
Summary: Kikumaru says Tezuka is bland. Fuji thinks Tezuka is like wasabi ice cream. Or wasabi chocolate. Wasabi. Yeah.
Disclaimer: Last time I checked, Konomi-sensei is male, and I have boobs, so I definitely do not own PoT and its characters. Lolz.

A/N: Because I missed Tezuka’s birthday. Kind of inspired by the song “Your Love is Better than Ice Cream” by Sarah McLachlan, which demonessryu shoved at me so I could write something, but it turned out different. And this is also for isumi_ilde because she was depressed for failing an audition and wanted me to write some TeFu, so here, have some random drabble. Harhar. I’m sorry if it’s lame. Comments would be really, really loved, by the way :D


( Or maybe, you’re a wasabi dark chocolate. Sharp and bitter with just the barest hints of sweet, but it melts on your tongue. )


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Title: Of Pain and Gain
Author: a1y-puff
Fandom: D. Gray-Man
Pairing: Kanda/Allen
Genre: Umm. Attempted fluff?
Word Count: 861
Rating: PG-13
Warning: Uncooperative muse, Kanda’s mouth, unbetaed.
Summary: Because apparently, being confined with a certain ungrateful samurai in the infirmary has its advantages.
Disclaimer: I’m female, yes, and I’m Asian, but I’m not a certain Japanese woman with brilliant brain and awesome drawings named Hoshino Katsura. So no, not mine.

A/N: I’m feeling so uncreative right now, so the title for this was snagged from another fic of mine for my other OTP, but oh well XD. For ryuujidiceboy. She gave me the prompt ‘Confine and profit’ but I’m not sure I conveyed it right. And sorry, Koinu-chan, apparently I failed at crack so you got (attempted) fluff instead. I hope you’ll enjoy it anyway? Comments would be greatly appreciated! :D


( You’re not saving anyone’s ass, Moron. Instead, now you’ve injured yours. Stupid. )